Your Will
I am being pulled into oblivion way beyond my strength and
comprehension. I am resolved to believe that my God is in charge of everything,
but I somehow still believe in something sinister in the works.
I have experienced so much pain in my life so far that I don’t
know how to reach for more. I don’t believe that I deserve better. I have been
beaten and abused for most of my life and still don’t comprehend that people
can be better. Life has been harsh and I feel so bruised.
I am being forced to reach to my higher power because I have
nothing left. All of my will is gone. I only want what my God wants. That’s it.