Utter Turmoil
What happens when your own family uses a gift from the enemy against you? Doesn't even make sense to me, but is it so true.
I had a man come into my life at the young age of nine who did terrible things to me including discover that I have gifts from God. He used those gifts to manipulate me with the enemy. In turn he twisted my mind in ways that have taken years to undo.
My mind is still healing and it is probably the most difficult thing I have ever had to do. It humbles me every day because it takes me back to that time when no one cared enough to protect me.
I will give up everything in order to keep the Lord no matter the cost.