On the edge of what, right? Exactly. Could be good, could be bad. I know; I'm feeling it too.
Our experience would tell us that something bad had to happen. My kids made a loud noise last night while making dinner and I was instantly in "fear" mode. I was so scared something terrible happened to one of them.
And this is not too far off of the truth. When our oldest child was three, he was bit by a dog and had to go the hospital to get staples. Wow, was it terrible.
It was exactly your worst fear come true. So, I get it. I've had terrible things happen to me, I've seen terrible things happen to my loved ones, and now what?
We can do this. We can walk into liberty and freedom. We can quiet this incessant anxiety that is trying to take us down.
At least it's not depression. But somewhere in the middle would be better than this.
Please, God help us get through this breakthrough without fear.