I've come out of the worst of the repressed memories, although I still can't sleep well.
I have complications with some minor health concerns, but at the root of it I'm just scared of having nightmares. I still wake up screaming at times.
This is a real concern with PTSD; no matter how you shake it. It affects us all. I had someone at a church pray for me asking God to get rid of them. I never even attempted to ask God.
God, can you please help us all stop having nightmares?