Molestation
I always knew something had happened to me. I even tried
bringing it up with my mother several times, but she never told me anything. I
think she must have thought how convenient that I forgot everything.
I was raped by some friends of my parents whom they gave
their consent. This must sound unfathomable, but when you realize my parents
are addicts the unfathomable becomes more possible.
I was left alone the next day, but fortunately near water so
I could wash my dirtiness off. That’s what I’ve been left to believe for myself
since no one spoke about it. I was left to believe that it must have been my
doing that brought it on. I must have done something wrong.